CHAPTER FIVE
The Girl Who Asked and the Boy Who Could Sing
This chapter details how a young Sean used to overcome literacy challenges during a summer production. By engaging in constant auditory repetition and memorizing songs from The Sound of Music, he transitioned from masking his inability to read to successfully decoding the written script. The narrative highlights how the rhythmic nature of rehearsals served as a bridge, allowing him to internalize language through hearing rather than traditional sight-reading. This immersive experience fostered a sense of personal pride and transformed a stressful task into an enjoyable, soul-saving activity. Ultimately, the texts illustrate the power of performance arts in helping students adapt to and conquer learning obstacles through unconventional methods.
The Sound of Learning to Read SLIDE DECK
CHAPTER FIVE
The Girl Who Asked and the Boy Who Could Sing
This summer could have been made into an
after-school movie.
The
summer between fourth and fifth grade. I had just been diagnosed with dyslexia.
I did not yet know what to do with that information, except to carry it quietly
and hope nobody asked. The YMCA day camp in downtown Tucson was what summer
looked like for my brother and me — two working parents, a choice board every
morning, and the daily competition of getting there early enough to claim the
activity you actually wanted.
The
Choice Board
The system was simple. Arrive early, get your choice. Arrive late, get
what was left. My brother and I were not always early. There were mornings when
the good choices — sports, swimming, anything involving motion and the outdoors
— were gone by the time we got there, and we found ourselves in ballet. This
was not what I had in mind for summer.
But one morning, a new option appeared on the board. A summer production
of The Sound of Music. A full staging — or close enough to one — organized by a
camp counselor who was, I would later understand, a theater major using the
summer to get her first experience running a production. She was young.
Nineteen, maybe. She had long straight hair and beautiful features and the
particular energy of someone who has found the thing they are meant to do and
cannot stop moving toward it.
She came over to me while I was looking at the choices. Not to the group
— to me specifically. Blonde hair, hazel eyes, the approximate age and build of
a von Trapp child. She had been watching the kids come in and casting her show
by eye, the way a director does.
She asked if I wanted to play Kurt.
My first reaction, underneath the surface reaction of being singled out
by a pretty girl, was fear. The clean, specific fear of a child who cannot read
being asked to learn a script. I knew what a play required. I said something
noncommittal. She was persistent. She knew about the dyslexia, and she said,
with a certainty I did not share, that she would help. That it would be fine.
That she had enough belief in me for both of us until mine caught up.
Something in a nine-year-old boy who had spent the better part of a year
being catalogued by his deficits said yes.
I have thought about that yes many times since. I believe in guardian
angels — not as a metaphor, but as something real and operational in a life. I
believe she was placed in my path at that choice board at the exact moment I
needed her to be there. I was a broken child by that summer. The diagnosis had
named what was wrong without offering what was next. The resource classroom had
made the wrong legible without making the right any more accessible. I needed
someone who saw a von Trapp boy when they looked at me, not a learning profile.
She did. And that changed everything that came after.
What if I had said no? I have sat with
that question. I think I know the answer, and I don't like it.
The
Summer Family
There were seven of us in the core cast. The YMCA in Tucson in the late
1970s had a particular cultural atmosphere — multicultural, inclusive, shaped
by the peace-and-love ethos of the decade, with a genuine investment in
belonging that wasn't a policy but a feeling. Our group reflected that. No
tension. No bullying. No hierarchy of who was cooler or more capable. We were a
company, and she ran us like one.
The YMCA had a full theater stage — real wings, real lighting, an
audience space that could hold a genuine crowd. For a nine-year-old boy, having
access to an actual theater to explore was something close to magic. We learned
the space the way children learn any territory they are given freedom in:
thoroughly, with our whole bodies. We investigated the costume room. We
examined the lighting rigs. We understood, gradually, that this was our place
for the summer, and that made it sacred in the particular way that summer
places are sacred to children — temporary but total.
When we weren't on stage we were in the park next to the YMCA, practicing
blocking on the grass, running lines in the open air, painting backdrops on the
ground with brushes that were never quite the right size for what we were
trying to do. The props were rudimentary. The set pieces were hand-built and
hand-painted. None of it looked like Broadway. All of it felt like ours.
She made sure of that. She ran rehearsals the way the best teachers run
classrooms — by making the work feel like play without making it less serious.
Every correct blocking move was celebrated. Every moment of genuine harmony —
six or seven voices finding the same note at the same time — was marked as a
win, loudly and specifically. She modeled everything. When she wanted us to hit
a note, she sang it. When she wanted us to feel a scene, she showed us what
feeling it looked like. She never raised her voice. She never showed
frustration. In two months of daily rehearsal with a group of children who were
volunteers, not actors, I never once saw her lose the thread of her patience.
She was nineteen years old. I have known experienced teachers who could
not do what she did. Leadership is sometimes not a matter of age or credential.
It is a matter of genuine care made visible through consistent action, and she
had it completely.
She could read my emotional spread —
whether I was coping, masking, or actually engaged. And she always moved toward
the engaged version of me, as though the other versions were just weather
passing through.
I had a crush on her, because I was nine and she was beautiful and kind
and believed in me. I want to say that plainly because it is true and because
it mattered — not romantically, but motivationally. When someone you admire
expects something of you, the wanting to meet that expectation is a genuine
force. It moved me through things that would otherwise have been too hard to
attempt.
Two
Months at Frustration Level
The script was not a basal reader. Nobody had leveled it. Nobody had
simplified the vocabulary or controlled the sentence length or removed the
words a child with a second-grade reading level might struggle with. It was The
Sound of Music — the full text, the actual lyrics, the stage directions as
written. Every page was what reading teachers call frustration-level text:
material that exceeds a student's independent reading ability and requires
support to access.
I was at frustration level for two months straight. Nobody apologized for
this. Nobody offered me an easier version. The show was the show, and I was in
it.
The rehearsal rhythm was relentless in the best possible way. We heard
the songs played, then sung by her, then sung by us, then sung again, then
again. We ran the scenes, missed the cues, ran them again. We stood in the
wrong places and were redirected. We forgot lines and were given them and
forgot them again and were given them again. The loop of hear it, say it, do
it, repeat it was not designed as a reading intervention. It was designed to
put on a show. But for a child whose brain needed exactly that kind of
multi-sensory, high-repetition, emotionally charged exposure to language in
order to begin building the connections that reading requires — it was the most
effective instruction I had ever received.
I developed a technique out of necessity. During rehearsals, while other
cast members were running their scenes, I would hold the script and follow
along with my finger — not reading, exactly, but trying to synchronize the
words I was hearing with the marks on the page. Trying to catch the moment when
the sound and the symbol were the same thing at the same time.
It was hard. It required a quality of attention that was almost painful.
I lost the thread constantly and had to find it again. But there were moments —
small, physical, unmistakable — when it worked. When the word coming out of
someone's mouth and the word under my finger were the same word, and I knew it.
The –ING endings were the first anchor. Ringing. Singing. Bringing. The
pattern was consistent, reliable, visually distinctive. Once I had it, I could
find it anywhere on the page — not by sounding it out in the deliberate way I
had been taught, but by recognizing it the way you recognize a face. It was the
first written pattern I owned. And one anchor, I discovered, changes
everything. One thing you can hold onto in the water is the difference between
drowning and not drowning.
◆ THE SCIENCE: WHY MUSIC AND REAL STAKES REWIRE
THE READING BRAIN
The Neuroscience of Song and
Language
The brain networks that
process rhythm and pitch are anatomically adjacent to — and functionally
interactive with — the networks that parse the sound structure of language.
Phonological awareness, the ability to hear and manipulate individual sounds in
words, is the single strongest predictor of reading success and the primary
site of difficulty in dyslexia. Music training and musical engagement have been
shown repeatedly to strengthen phonological processing — not as a side effect,
but as a direct neurological consequence of working the adjacent networks.
This is why song lyrics
are a uniquely effective on-ramp for struggling readers. The melody carries the
rhythm of the words. The rhyme scheme makes the ending sounds predictable and
therefore more perceptible. The repetition embeds the phonological pattern at a
depth that a single reading of a sentence cannot achieve. Do-Re-Mi is not just
a catchy song about musical scales. It is a phonemic awareness exercise set to
music, and it works on a child's brain whether or not anyone in the room knows
that's what it is.
Orthographic Mapping and the
Finger
The technique I
developed by instinct — tracking text with my finger while hearing the words
spoken — is a close cousin of what reading scientists call orthographic
mapping: the process by which the brain permanently bonds the visual appearance
of a word to its spoken sound and its meaning. This bonding is what makes
fluent reading possible. It is disrupted in dyslexia, but it is not destroyed.
It can be rebuilt through repeated, multi-sensory exposure — seeing the word,
hearing the word, connecting the two simultaneously, across enough repetitions
that the bond becomes automatic.
I was not receiving a
structured literacy intervention. I was following a script during a rehearsal
for a children's musical. The cognitive work was the same.
Motivation as Neurological
Condition
Self-determination
theory identifies three conditions that drive intrinsic motivation: autonomy,
competence, and relatedness. Our production had all three. I had chosen to
participate. Every rehearsal provided visible evidence of growing competence —
a song more secure, a cue caught, a harmony that landed. And I was deeply
connected — to the director, to the cast, to the audience we were building
toward.
Worksheets have none of
these. A worksheet is relational to no one, provides evidence of competence
only to children who already have the skill, and is chosen by no child who has
been given a real alternative. The brain that is motivated is a brain that is
chemically primed to learn. The brain that is not motivated is a brain that is
enduring, not engaging. Endurance produces compliance. Engagement produces
change.
Brown
Paper Packages
The first song I truly knew was My Favorite Things. Brown paper packages
tied up with string. Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens. The words came
in pairs that rhymed and scanned, that had a logic you could feel before you
could explain it. I learned it the way you learn a song — not word by word but
phrase by phrase, the melody carrying the words the way a river carries a boat.
Then came So Long Farewell, with its blocking and its staggered exits,
each child peeling off up the staircase one by one. That one required
coordination — feet and voice and position all at once — and there was
something in the demand of that coordination that focused me in a way that a
page alone never had. You could not go somewhere else in your mind during So
Long Farewell. The show required your whole attention or it showed.
Do-Re-Mi was the hardest. The phonemic conceit of it — each syllable of
the scale attached to a word — was precisely the kind of thing my brain found
slippery. I worked it longer than the others. I did not love it the way I loved
the others. But I got it. And getting it taught me something important: that
the things that are hardest to learn are sometimes the things that teach you
the most about how you learn.
Edelweiss I loved from the first time I heard her sing it. There is
something in that song — the simplicity of the melody, the gentleness of the
lyric, the way it feels like a lullaby for something larger than a child — that
went straight in and stayed. I sang it with my class every morning for
twenty-four years. It was the first thing we did each day, a way of saying: we
are together, we are safe, we are ready. I never told them where it came from.
But it came from her, from that stage, from a summer that saved me without
announcing that it was saving me.
Nobody diagnosed me with a song. But a
song is what finally got past the diagnosis.
The
Performance
We performed once, at the end of summer, for the other children and staff
at the YMCA. Not a paying audience. Not a night when most parents could get off
work to attend. For the camp — the community we had spent the summer inside.
It was enough.
I stood on that stage and I knew my songs. I knew my blocking. I knew
where to stand and when to move and what came next. The script was not in a
tight grip — I did not need it anymore. I had heard the words enough times,
tracked them enough times, sung them enough times that they had become part of
me in the way that deeply learned things become part of you: not stored, but
inhabited.
And something else had happened, something I did not have words for then
and have spent years since trying to describe accurately. During the
performance, in the moments between my cues when I was watching the others, I
found myself following the script not with my finger but with my eyes. Not
performing the tracking. Actually tracking. The words on the page and the words
in the air matching in a way that felt different from the labored effort of
rehearsal — faster, more automatic, less like work.
I did not know what to call this. I know now that what had happened was
the beginning of orthographic mapping at scale — that two months of
multi-sensory, emotionally charged, highly repetitive exposure to the same
language had begun to do what structured literacy instruction is designed to
do: permanently bond the written word to its sound in a brain that had resisted
that bonding for years.
I felt proud standing on that stage. Not the complicated, defensive pride
of a child who has talked his way out of a failing grade. Straightforward
pride. I had done something that had seemed impossible in June, and it was
August, and I had done it. With six other kids and a nineteen-year-old who
never raised her voice. With hand-painted backdrops and a park next to the YMCA
and a costume that fit because I had the right color hair.
I have wondered, sometimes, what became of her. Whether she went on to a
career in theater, whether she is teaching somewhere, whether she knows what
she did. I suspect she doesn't. I suspect she thinks of that summer, if she
thinks of it at all, as a small project she ran at a day camp between her
junior and senior years of college. She would be wrong. It was not small. It
was the hinge on which my entire relationship with language turned.
Salzburg,
Forty Years Later
When I was living in Sweden, I took a trip to Vienna and then to
Salzburg. I had signed up, on impulse, for the Sound of Music tour — the bus
that takes you to the filming locations, the gazebo, the lake, the mountains. I
boarded and discovered I was the only man on it. This was mildly awkward.
Then the singing started.
The tour guide played the songs and the passengers sang along, and I knew
every word. Every word of every song. I knew them in the way you know something
that was put into you before your critical faculty was fully formed — not
memorized, exactly, but structural. Part of the architecture.
Someone asked how I knew them so well. I said I had played Kurt von Trapp
as a child, in a production at the YMCA in Tucson, Arizona, directed by a
theater major whose name I cannot remember but whose face I can still see
clearly.
There was a pause on the bus. Then several people wanted to know the
whole story.
I told them about the choice board and the pretty counselor and the seven
of us in the core cast and the park where we practiced blocking and the
backdrops we painted on the ground. I told them about My Favorite Things and
Do-Re-Mi and the way Edelweiss settled in and never left. I told them, though
not in these words, that the summer she cast me was the summer I stopped being
only a child who could not read and started being a child who could do
something extraordinary with language.
I did not tell them it had saved me.
But it had. And I think my guardian angels knew it would, even before I
walked through that door and saw her at the choice board, looking for a boy
with blonde hair who didn't know yet that he was about to become Kurt von
Trapp.
I did not choose an intervention. An intervention chose me,
wearing lederhosen.
Theater rehearsals helped bridge the gap with literacy primarily through repetition, auditory learning, and memorization.
The process of "constant listening, hearing, [and] saying" during rehearsals allowed the narrator to internalize the script. This was particularly effective because:
- Repetition and Song: Repeatedly performing songs like "Do-Re-Mi" and "So Long, Farewell" turned the learning process into something fun and engaging. By the end of the summer, the narrator had learned not only their own lines and songs but also those they weren't even a part of simply because they had heard them so often.
- Aural to Visual Connection: Having heard the lines so many times, the narrator reached a point where they could "figure out a lot of stuff that was on the page". The familiarity with the spoken word allowed them to begin decoding the written text, or at least "fake" reading because they already knew the content by heart.
- Masking and Adaptation: The narrator used their developed listening skills—a strategy they also employed in school to mask the fact that they couldn't read—to memorize the script in the same way they had memorized books like the Berenstain Bears.
Ultimately, this immersion in the script meant that by the final production, the narrator no longer needed to keep the script in a "tight little grip" and felt a sense of pride in knowing their parts.

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